I do think she's capable of "being good." No one has believed in her before. No one has told her she can be before. But I believe that she's capable of it. That if she wants to be, she can be. Why are you asking me these things?
Of course I'll let her be what she wants to be. It's up to her whether she wants to be good or not. Whether she wants to be a monster or not. No one can make those choices for her. But I can help her when she's sad. I can care about making her happy. Showing her a path where she can be happy, with the people she cares for.
Of course I won't stand idly by. You know that. I'll face her if that's what she chooses. But it's her choice to make. Whatever "comfort" you've offered her is just giving her an easy way out. I know what I said to her, and I don't need to tell you. But it is a fact that she will lose what's dear to her if she doesn't try to change. Or do you think she'd be happy to wake from a fit of bloodlust and find she's killed those she loves?
Instincts and violence don't make someone a monster. It's her choices that define what she is. Neither you nor I is going to be the one to determine that.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
winterfish
no subject
Date: 2018-07-19 12:34 am (UTC)Why do you want to know about her?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-19 01:37 am (UTC)[not really]
I heard you've been keeping an eye on her.
Why is that?
Have a fascination with monsters?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-19 09:58 pm (UTC)And if you want to ask about her, be straightforward from the beginning.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-20 12:42 am (UTC)The questions I want answered are,
Do you like her?
Do you think she's capable of 'being good'?
Is that clear enough for you?
[annoying! making him rephrase-]
no subject
Date: 2018-07-21 09:46 pm (UTC)I do think she's capable of "being good."
No one has believed in her before. No one has told her she can be before.
But I believe that she's capable of it. That if she wants to be, she can be.
Why are you asking me these things?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-22 09:35 pm (UTC)Keep the monster in a cage. Or force it to change. Rely on some human fantasy of a civilized beast to ensnare her cooperation.
Are you ready to let her be what she wants to be?
Good, or not?
I'm asking because I want to know if we'll be crossing blades on this, as well as everything else.
[gee takasugi it sounds almost like you give a shit about her]
no subject
Date: 2018-07-24 12:36 am (UTC)It's up to her whether she wants to be good or not.
Whether she wants to be a monster or not.
No one can make those choices for her.
But I can help her when she's sad.
I can care about making her happy.
Showing her a path where she can be happy, with the people she cares for.
Can you say the same?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-24 02:54 am (UTC)I doubt it.
Don't lie.
I'll show her a path where she doesn't have to worry about people pushing her away because of what she is. She's come to me for comfort, you know.
Because, unlike you, I don't scold her by telling her she'll lose what's dear to her if she doesn't change.
[that's not exactly what Diva said Cain's point was. but, it's what she'd taken from it]
no subject
Date: 2018-07-24 03:15 am (UTC)I'll face her if that's what she chooses. But it's her choice to make.
Whatever "comfort" you've offered her is just giving her an easy way out.
I know what I said to her, and I don't need to tell you.
But it is a fact that she will lose what's dear to her if she doesn't try to change.
Or do you think she'd be happy to wake from a fit of bloodlust and find she's killed those she loves?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-24 09:19 pm (UTC)Don't put all of the responsibility on her.
Loving a monster isn't an easy task.
They need to be willing to die.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-26 10:05 pm (UTC)Trying to manipulate her into being one.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 12:03 am (UTC)But she doesn't need my influence to be one.
It's simply what she is.
A creature that lives on blood, and thrives on instinct.
I don't think something like that is unlovable, though.
Do you?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 12:07 am (UTC)She's also not some creature, terrible and fearsome.
She may not be human, but she's hardly a monster.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 12:15 am (UTC)Not when she's delicately tasting someone she cares for.
But when she's given in to her hunger entirely.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 12:19 am (UTC)It's her choices that define what she is.
Neither you nor I is going to be the one to determine that.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 12:26 am (UTC)She'll make her own choices.
You'll defend her if she chooses to try and learn humanity.
I'll defend her if she chooses to go wild.
What a lucky girl.
[Is she? IS SHE?]
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 01:33 am (UTC)Are you saying you'll attack her if she chooses not to be a monster?
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 01:40 am (UTC)It won't be me she needs to be defended from.
It will be the people who see humanity with a much narrower view.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 02:05 am (UTC)Unless you're going to abandon her just because she makes a choice you don't like.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-29 02:34 am (UTC)Don't get ahead of yourself.
[god cain you cant just SAY STUFF like that]
I'm not planning on abandoning her, but if her choices clash with mine, I won't back down.
I think you can say the same.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-30 01:29 am (UTC)Of course.
But that doesn't mean you can't still help.
no subject
Date: 2018-07-30 01:41 am (UTC)What do you imagine me doing to help?
[that Cain can still envision his cooperation at all is...
frustrating.
endearing?]no subject
Date: 2018-07-30 02:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-31 12:50 am (UTC)Nothing but annoying!
Leaves Cain on read.]